s.s.

Today i saw this girl that was my ex-bff in high school. It was just for a second but sometimes that's all it takes for the memories. I was just happy to see her i guess. Even though she hurt me in the past, i would think of her occasionally.

When i look back on my life at relationships that could have been-i just feel how God is so in control of everything. I have frittered away a lot of time & energy in my life but, without him looking out i know it would have been way more. Sometimes i would question God, but months later when the fog would clear i would just say, 'oohhhh, that's why.' It's just amazing. Its not just in my life, but also in those around me. One of my aunts wanted to go with this guy and something just didn't feel right and God really did not allow it. And thank the good Lord cuz he's still figuring out his life...