I writing this today with an empty stomach. Today i just can't seem to keep anything down. In August i took part in a 'Daniel Fast' which for us is basically a vegan diet. We sacrifice something we love so much to show God our dedication and discipline (and there are many other reasons). Well, i did the fast for only two weeks and my body has not been the same since then. I have my good days and today is a bad day. I had cereal and fruit this morning and since now my stomach is empty i feel better. I just don't know whats happening to me. I understand i need to take it easy and not eat heavy foods but last week i had my first in-n-out burger and i was fine! Sunday i had Mexican bread and a very large glass of milk and i was fine.
Today i couldn't bare it and i called my boyfriend and we prayed together over the phone-then boom-i purged(if you will). This is just all so frustrating for me.
And to top it off food just isn't the same. All those things i crave so much don't give me the same satisfaction they once did. This fast really did show me that food is nothing and wee were called to live for so much more...
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