Ay Go put some clothes on lil gurl

So on Sat, Jesse and i met up before church to just hang out. And we were taking a lil cruise downtown in Fulla. Our cruise was chill until i started to see all these half-naked high schoolers. Some vaile must have been going on. It was just too painful to watch. So after lil discussion & with some encouragement from Jes-i put the window down and yelled, "Ay, does your Mom know your wearing that!? Go home and put some clothes on!"

Now of course i felt guilty. But i also felt like i was going to be able to sleep better-go figure. As maybe only a couple of you know, on my drive home i see 'Harbor hos' and that is just not okay for young people to be recreating. I don't care if it is broad day light.

Telephone

REaD ME 1st

I did notice this when watching the video. From a seller stand point (because i do work in sales and have for years now) It's brilliant, simply brilliant. From a Consumers stand point, am i upset? Ummm. not really cuz i love Polaroid and think that if they didn't make someone like 'Lady Gaga' there Creative director then would have been taken down sooner then later. And i already know that i hate Miracle Whip.

I am however upset to see the "p*ssy mobile" again. This is not a Quentin Film. And B your not a douche bag, step out side of the vehicle. Whats going on here? I do think that it is a little below (or above) for Beyonce, yes.

Its not that i don't respect art. I do. But know your place as a woman. as a lady.

disclaimer: Quentin is brilliant in his own regard. However, as i grow older i realize the importance of not filling your life and mind with .... are you ready I'm going to say it...filth.

Contentment. It's a decision.

On Saturday i made it to my local church for service. And i missed worship and offering but i caught one song. anyhow, the preaching was really good. The speaker usually nos regaña, but he was hilarious, i was caught off guard. But it felt so good to just laugh. From the intro i knew the message was for me. food envy...

I try to sync my lunch hour with my co-worker Whitney cuz i l0ve her. And we always eat out cuz she doesn't like to pack lunch. So when we are ordering i have found that its best if i order what she orders cuz i often come down with the case of the 'food envy.' Its funny we laugh and then i eat half her food or we'll do the olde switcher-woo. Then he talked about the rumble most women have with their closets on Sunday morning...But the Deeper he got into the message the deeper i looked within myself. Its not to say i am envious of everything and everyone around me-no. But what i have really been struggling with is contentment.

Familiar statements:
o when im 21 i'll be happy. if i could just graduate from college. man, i want a boyfriend. i'll be happy after i have kids. I'll be happy after i get my own place. i just want to get a new job.

I believe its humanistic to want more-to want to succeed. There is no problem with that. The problem is the materialistic gimmick society makes us buy into. I find myself wanting more. I want more tops i want more bags. i want the iwant that apple hasn't even come up with. It's an issue. Take fore instance the fact that i really want a hybrid. i have thought about the possibility of trading in my vehicle. My perfectly good Honda accord V6. But then what? ill be up to my shoulders in Rates and interest and the %%% and the $$$. Its gonna creep up on my shoulders and choke me. Thats not easily brushed off.

There's nothing wrong with wanting nice things wanting that new car. Especially if you need it but what about the contentment. Don't covet and don't act with plastic instead of waiting for that blessing God has for you. Cuz you know God wants you to have that new car, that new phone and he has the sweetest deal laid out for you. You don't even need to sign in blood cuz he already has.

Exodus 20:17
Ecclesiastes 5:10; 12
Santiago 4:1
Philippians 4:11

the grass is green right here.

New Moon

For me 'new moon' is not the latest twilight movie.
A couple nights ago had a left behind dream. Yea I was left behind I saw the moon go out with a flinch like an old light bulb. It was so moving for me. I feel like this dream was a gift from God reminding me to be ready. Cuz in my dream when I saw that moon flicker out I couldn't believe it. Its coming. He IS coming.
Maybe your reading this and u think I'm crazy. I would rather be crazy than left behind cuz that feeling is defeat-its a feeling of Lost. Its a feeling of empty dis-pare.
Maybe your reading this and ur my friend, maybe ur wondering why I haven't warned u. Its not that I haven't thought about it. I just scared ill push u away with my 'craziness.' I love you. I'm not crazy there is a God that created us. We are screwing it up here. So he is coming to get those who are ready. Its that simple. O and you should really get baptized.
Sent from mi BlackBurry

CREATIVITY

We all have moments of creativity that should be acted on. If we don't act on it...it fizzles.
Great ideas in your head are...great. But if someone else acts on it and you forgot about it years ago...then it was never your idea.

Check your passions.


Years ago i did hair as a hobby. I did things that i could never repeat now. Why? Because we all have these beautiful stages in our lives where we have these deep obsessions. I used to dream the hair-dids ok. And now where did that all go? To the next girl i guess.
It's not that i want to do hair again. I'm just trying to take advantage of the present obsession. the present inspiration. the present dream.